July 2009
1 post
There comes a time when the risk to remain tight...
May 2009
1 post
You Can't Fall In Love WIth Inconsistencies.
April 2009
10 posts
appear inside.
It’s so odd how we found ourselves being comfortable in a state of unconsciousness. In this false identity of ones self. I find myself remaining in this constant state of fear because it’s all i’ve known for quite some time. When I look at it, I have absolutely nothing to worry about which shocks me so I create the worst state and fake situations for myself. I hit my fed up...
Honey and the Moon
Don’t know why I’m still afraid If you weren’t real I would make you up now I wish that I could follow through I know that your love is true and deep as the sea but right now everything you want is wrong, and right now all your dreams are waking up, and right now I wish I could follow you to the shores of freedom, where no one lives. Remember when we first met and everything was...
all my past and futures
There is nothing to fear and nothing to doubt There is nothing to fear and nothing to doubt
filled.
I’m growing up. It’s hard when youth and adulthood are constantly battling each other for one to dominate my being. It’s hard , i need to stop these childish worries and fears and accept all that is good. I’ve deserved this why am I the only one who thinks I don’t. I’m so beautifully lost, I’m exploring but with these constant fears that have held me down...
i'm
fucking happy, like yeeeeah.
i want
To live.
To love myself
To know i deserve the best.
To stop running away from all thats good.
To blossom.
To stop worrying without reason.
To live in the now.
To be happy and just simply let myself be.
To be strong, i am.
To listen to myself.
To appreciate what i have.
To go be the best me i can be.
I’m not doing this to myself anymore, i know my heart i know my mind i’m...
With love
you never lose, you learn.
Grow, grow.
I find myself everyday because i can not go through the day if i loose me. If you love yourself everything else will fall into place. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion of you so let them have it but do not dare let it affect the you, you love. If i’ve learned one thing you must must must get up faster than you fall. Spread smiles,everyday,everywhere to everyone. And when something...
Love comes around.
Dove for hours knowing I would find you there.
Through hills of nothingness, you could not be any clearer.
The sun was setting while my hopes were rising.
My fears getting the best of me, but that’s nothing surprising.
Happiness is a concept that I don’t understand.
It’s always been a battle but with you I shook its hand.
We ran through vines, infinite, hummed through our ears.
Until my foot got...
exhale
NO MORE WORRYING.
March 2009
2 posts
Springing back to me
I’m allowed to be happy. I am. I worry too much and I’m not doing that anymore because I do deserve to dive into happiness. I’m blossoming simultaneously with the spring time. We’re going to grow together as one as a whole. Saturday is going to change everything in the greatest way. We’re going to start falling slowly for each other, I feel it I believe it. I finally...
Swallowed That Pill That They Call Pride
That old me is dead and gone
But the new me is gonna be alright
:)
February 2009
1 post
release
ME.
You’re over flowing with lies you’re spilling over. So I drink them down as fast as i can preventing that expectant spill. I cupped the brim to catch each drip that tried to slip through my hand. I didn’t want anyone to see the mess. For fear I’m the one to blame. For fear of what everyone would say. For fear of letting go. For fear that I was right.
Always listen...
January 2009
4 posts
hello me
I’ve missed you quite a bit. It’s wonderful to finally feel like myself again. I know exactly who I want to be what i want to do and it all starts today, here and now.I’ve always known who I am I guess I just had to doubt myself for a bit to really see. Time well wasted, let me tell you. Myself wouldn’t ever let that happen for I’m an infinite child of pinks and...
inhale
exhaleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
remember.
“Without change there would be no butterflies”
Without change there would be no sunrises, nor sunsets. The little things that fill us with the purest joys are all of change. We give it such a bad name but there is nothing so beautiful, so stable as it.
I am young but I’m strong. Thanks to that little thing we can always count on…
Change.
Love it! It is all working...