filled.
I’m growing up. It’s hard when youth and adulthood are constantly battling each other for one to dominate my being. It’s hard , i need to stop these childish worries and fears and accept all that is good. I’ve deserved this why am I the only one who thinks I don’t. I’m so beautifully lost, I’m exploring but with these constant fears that have held me down so long, it’s getting hard. I can’t do this anymore. I sat on the beach drinking wine with someone i’m utterly twitterpated with, like butterflies and all, it’s real and were so mutually into each other. I like him.
I need to like me though.
I’m starting too though
